Thursday, March 25, 2004

oh man today had gym... and i was conned into running like 3k++++!!! cos actually i din wanna run at all... den zy was like saying tt she was going to run and all the guys left liao... so duh i dun wanna like sit there by myself and oso i will feel like super slack rite so i said ok ill run but ill run arnd the sch... as in the outside lah... den zy said was only 1 k so ok lah i run two rounds... den i almost died ok!! den i was so worried tt i was so unfit or something... den amir said tt its actually 1.6!!!!! ahhhhh so i actuaklly ran TOO MUCH!!!wah lao... but amir was like "see its all in the mind" and stuff... greg thot it was SOOOO funny... humph... i guess hes rite lah but still haha... i hate running lah!! it sucks... anyway the sch gym really is pathetic to the max ok... like wahlao. no air con and no bench and no lats and no nothing! and the floor is like peeling... me and zy had to do our weights outside! summore we arent familiar with the weights in the sch gym so we did too little i think... hiahz nvm lor... and u noe all the stuff arent new... just SPRAY PAINTED!! haha... oh wells... had silver hands after tt :s everyone learn frm the canteen stall pple...

hmm im reading the blind assassin by margret atwood now... its a really good book leh... like i dunno its deep yes but its really lyrical? i guess plot doesnt matter so much to me... its like i read the book for its beauty haha... i dunno. i think ive said this b4 like many times but i really do and i dunno y... i read fluff books for the plot tho haha... im a romantic ok! and these books always like fairy tale haha... tts y when i was young i used to LOVE fairy tales... i guess im a sucker for happily ever afters... like every time a girl gets her guy i will smile and i dunno it makes me feel happy haha... i oso like fluff books cos almost always the protagonist is a female haha and i guess i like books abt girls for girls... guys just suck haha... tts y jane austen is my fav author ever...shes the very first feminist author... even tho its not obvious but like can see one lor... like how each book revolves arnd a female character and how she will not be infallible but yet she is the strength in the book... and the guys are like just at the side to u noe... be the supporting cast but she is the main star... and each book is abt how she grows frm a prejudiced (liz bennet), or rather stupid(catherine) or uppity and superior (emma) girl to one hu still has her faults but yet can emerge frm the book with dignity and like u can see how frm a girl she has become a woman... i think i want to be like elizabeth the most... maybe because she is rather frank and outgoing like me... but i want to be like her in that she was able to overcome her prejudice and she was not afraid of admitting that she was wrong... also she was able to stand up for wad she believed in no matter hu her opponent was, no matter how rich and powerful he or she was either! and also the passion that she loved with is to be admired... the way she loved jane and cared so much for her is something i wish i could have with my sis too! yah anyway i think pride and prejudice is the best book in the world haha...